Previously on this day:

• 2016 (from esmé) (not having cancer)
• 2016 (2) (the chicago manual of style, listened to death grips while i worked on my citations, comparison to the paul rust character on Love)
• 2016 (3) (from tj) (this new job and the amount of writing i get to do every day, motion-sensitive light in my office, someone i care for has come back into my life)
• 2017 (from moe) (when he asked how i was really doing, i paused, thought about it, and when i was about to say okay laughed instead; to give my friends space to be human; because i have bipolar disorder when i start to downslide, it is remarkably obvious to everyone around me)
• 2018 (leftover chinese takeout)
• 2020 (buying a lawnmower, thursday when it is going to get above seventy in the evening, looking at the stars with deborah)